I’m Literally beyond fucking aggravated ! I know this because I do not even use tumblr anymore in fact I changed my user name to deleted or some shit a year ago and have not logged on since, well until today ! I really just needed a place to fucking vent ! Although I have no followers on this shit I’m hoping I still feel better after going in ! - It’s crazy how everybody claims that there such a nice person, so real, and genuine, but will be the FIRST one to fuck YOU over ! I was never one of those people who talked about haters, or “fake” people all over my migente/Myspace/Facebook page ! I never sobbed or put quotes about all the shit I’ve been through and how it feels to be shitted or but fuck so and so & so on. …It just wasnt apart of my personality, but lately I’ve been so fucking HEATED! I realized that all the lies and fronts people told and put on for me really annoy the shit out of me ! Especially when I’ve been nothing but nice to you and there for you in your time of need ! I don’t ask much from people I swear to god you. If your my “friend” or “family member” the most I’ll ask for is the typical Loyalty and respect. Whenever there is a issue for you to just be straight foward with me and talk to me like an adult. I’m 20 years old trust me I can handle it *rolls eyes* Can we grow the fuck up ! ? When it came to friends I never put boyfriends against them and when it came to family THERE IS NOTHING I WOULD PUT BEFORE THEM. I never act a certain way when around 1 then another & I neverrrrrrrrr show off when somebody is around me and someone else. I don’t pick sides unless there is a legit reason but tell me why I feel like I always get the short end of the stick when I fucking never gave you the short end of the stick with ANYTHING ? This shit is really blowing mines. I’ve lost everybody due to me having to realize ain’t nobody about me like they say they are & I couldn’t and still can’t be about people who are not about me ! I know this shits all over the place but seriously my point is … I’M DONE TRYING WITH PEOPLE ! I’M DONE ACTING LIKE SHIT DOES NOT BOTHER ME ! I’M DONE DOING FOR PEOPLE WHEN I ASK FOR NOTHING BUT LOYALTY AND RESPECT. I’M GOOD ALL BY MYSELF IF THATS THE CASE ! I’M DONE YO ! *wipes tears* No going back on my word !